Makin My Own Mess

from The Cowboy: No Fences For Miles (January 11th 2021) (2:42)

she tried to keep me clean even when i was mean but i was never havin any of that.
ignored my wandering eye and all the balled face lies.
she stood by her dirty low down rat.
i made the good times tough until she had enough than i was out on my own finaly alone.
she didnt dump me i dumped myself.

i dumped myself.
i dumped myself.
aint a soul you can blame when you dump yourself cept for you.
got to stand up wipe yourself off hope for some one new.

it was a friday night when we had that fight the one that made a lonely man out a me.
now every friday night just to get my mind right i got to drink enough to knock out 3.
id give a centurys wage just to turn back the page.
i see it clear today now that shes far away.
she didnt dump me i dumped myself.

i dumped myself.
i dumped myself.
aint a soul you can blame when you dump yourself cept for you.
got to stand up wipe yourself off hope for some one new.
got to stand up wipe yourself off hope for some one new too.